alone in this world
Saturday, 7 March 2009 @ 18:45
am i unlikeable?
pls tell me if i am.
i feel like everyone is so against me.
why do ppl always think im so stupid?
ppl expect me to screw up or commit a mistake or something.
why do ppl always gang up to make fun of me?
why do ppl target me???
im never treated like the others.
i noe dat, i have never done anything extreme to cause hurt or embarassment to anyone,
so why am i treated differently from the rest?
why cant i be treated like a regular fren.
i always have to do more to please u guys.
and more is never enuf.
i try to be nice all the time,
even if i always get made fun of.
when i do something small,
why do i always get blamed,
and others juz get forgiven easily?
i am human.
everyone is human.
so why do i feel so different?
i noe dat it may be fun to sometimes make someone feel so out.
but i feel so out, that i dont even think i was ever in.
sometimes, i really wonder if anyone appreciates any good i do.
i feel so invisible.
no one cares if im around.
no one cares about whether im angry or sad.
my words are never taken seriously.
i never get to noe anything.
why do i even bother rite?
i hate u and u.
u bcoz ur an arse. stop trying to suck up and always put me down.
i tried to make a fren out of u, but no thanks.
ur a fucker.
u bcoz ur a stoopid person who escaped from mental hospital.
no one likes u.
accept that fact.
ur a fucker too. abigger one.
